I recently sat down and had a talk with ME about Being me. The talk was provoked by a feeling.... Something just ain't right. Not something physical or even tangible but there was something that I was missing or over looking. I took a step back and considered who I am. Again Having had several things in my life come full circle led me to a state of resolve and understanding. Entering my fourth year of coming forth, sixth year of marriage, ninth year as a mother, 13th year as an initiated woman, 18th year as a mentor and 34rd year on this planet I have over 80 years of experiences under my belt. I re-realize I have to let myself and others evolve past what is comfortable and familiar. Often I'm limited by my own limitations. But the truth is EVERY thing/one MUST continue to evolve, adapt, grow, develop, change or else die. At times it is scary considering how my relationships will change as I change and if I will feel the same for "loved" ones..... Even scarier will they feel the same about me. Am I allowed to grow, to change my mind, to become someone different, to make a different decision, to admit I was wrong, to love or no longer love? As I sat there everything changed for me in an instant. I became unafraid to be ME. I gave honor to my love and those I love. I decided to be completely different while remaining the same. It has changed the hue of my life..... AGAIN.
Now, I am adjusting the things in my life to fit ME.
If you have been where I've been or you are on that journey I know you feel me, if you are not, know that I feel you.
Love and light
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